Less of me, more of You

August 8, 2026. Today’s reading Matthew 3 and Luke 1. That there were things that were highlighted for me, such as the importance of showing the fruits of repentance that come with the Holy Spirit as we surrender every day, the importance of waiting and believing in the Lord in everything and thru everything, then after reflecting I was led to share it with the different people. In Jesus name, including M. Hopefully he reads it in Jesus’ name. Believe that he will, in Jesus name, I hear. I will talk to him through it, as I do with the word, I hear. Ok, Lord. I don’t know why I wrote that when you have reminded me that in everything you have us do we must believe, I feel the enemy on my left arm with unbelief, which is rampant in this world, Please help me believe more and more and stick to this faith always. It happens, I hear in the waiting, such as Eizabeth and her husband with John the baptist. OK. Thank you for your Grace and Mercy Lord, that is only like everything else understood thru your Holy Spirit. Is the enemy reading this? The enemy does not like to read. OK, which is what he does with those he wants to entangle, he keeps them from reading the word from my Bible, I hear, but I make sure those who are meant to understand and be saved do, in Jesus name. Thank you Jesus, so much love. Hi Lord it is 2:11pm, woke up early, spoke to the owner who showed me where the washer is, then spoke to one of his helpers with whom I felt the enemy very strongly and the Holy Spirit had a message for him, at first he was getting like the samaritan woman in John 14 trying to divert the conversation but the Holy Spirit caught his attention and at the end he was thankful, as those who are to receive. Then I was led to come up, shower, share some videos and teachings with some people, as you led, including M, who I have not heard from, as I hear sleeping and I am heating some Yautia that was in the fridge from yesterday and some smoked pork chop. Made some coffee with coconut milk and brown sugar, which was nice, as the milk and the sugar had ran out. Lord please send more money, in Jesus name, into the account or however you desire, as there is one piece of meat left and one pack of pads and more are needed. Also worshiped so good that I cried in your presence Lord. Lord, I kept hearing disciple who is that for? M? Then I heard that he is a disciple/husband that you do as you desire, such as Amos and Rahab. My chest burns as I write this, what is that mean? A neighbor? Should I pray with them?  The kitchen had smoke under the sink and I was led to grab my documents, computer and phone and sit outside, call the owner and he came with two other men, they dismantled the batteries and generator, the kitchen sink was also fixed and the shower will be fixed too. Then I heard to give some words to them from Galatians 5, about the fruits of the flesh and the fruits of the Holy Spirit. Worship was also placed, as everything was dismantled under the kitchen sink. Thank you for taking away fear of saying what you need to be said, no matter how uncomfortable it may be. The owner of the apartment also shared how about 90% of the homes here in Villa mella, Santo Domingo have altars, that lately there have been so many fires. You confirm everything, but where there is a lot going on is where you place us so that whoever is meant to understand will and will have to understand of the consequences. Lord why is M not contacting me? It is 3:27pm. Sleeping. Ok. Has it always been like that? No, deliverance. I don’t need man to create the outcome for you, I called you and will make a way for provision, says the Lord. Purpose. Esther 9:1-3. Specific timing. We don’t need peoples approval, we need the Lords approval. I was chosen by the Lord before my mothers womb. I was led to go online and this man who does prophesies released these words from the Holy Spirit: Disappointment has no power over me in Jesus name. Watch what is about to happen, the Lord helped me make it. Jesus, Holy Spirit. The people that reject do not define who we are in the Lord. When being rejected is the Lord they are rejecting as we read in the Bible. Then ended up watching a teaching in the signs to the Christian partner. There are things that I did not receive the part about meeting the family as I only have my daughter as family who is also a Christian, the rest of the immediately family is very possessed and can do a lot of damage. I heard people to ask for an offering and waiting. 

Lord I hear M is processing everything, that this is all new for him and that you told me it would not be easy. What does that mean? I heard he gets to make a choice, ok, like boaz and ruth how there was a time that Boaz had to make a choice and so did Ruth, as there were younger prospects, ok. Well here we go, but my purposes get accomplished, give him time and only day and do as I say, as Ruth did with Naomi, ok. It takes time, don’t feel rushed, keep doing what is being done every day. Let me be God. I heard that this territory is of snakes and lions, Villa Mella, that that is why I am lead to rest, get to rest and sleep in when hearing and the purposes that get accomplished when staying in. In Jesus name, all for the souls, in the Great Commission. Was the prayer asked ok? Yes, Ok and the people asked? Yes, ok. Wow Lord, the messages to stay firm keep coming up. Uff Lord I sent the video that you spoke to me thru to M, and also heard to listen to the book of Ruth a couple of times. Jesus, Holy Spirit, which is the story you gave me for my story in many ways. Ruth was also married and her husband died, in my case it was adultery and the other woman paid for the divorce, so you freed me from that.  Waiting and believing, expecting miracles and wonders. Wow Lord is the end of the day and it had been a day of giving and being reminded of my first love and why you have me doing what you have me doing with your Holy Spirit, being reminded that you are God and I am not, that I am a vessel, that you live in me, that I am chosen, that you have will always be, as we choose to believe, that your ways are better than our ways, that we get to choose you and be chosen by you. Wow it is amazing to be loved by you and love you and obey you, it is such a rollercoater of emotions and realness that has to be lived to be understood. I choose you, I choose to believe in you Lord, Holy Spirit thru Jesus, thank you for choosing this path for me, thank you for helping me understand that it is thru your Holy Spirit that this will all happen, that we JUST have to Vessels for you to do greater things than what you did when you were here to die for us, you came to die no one killed you, they were just part of the plan, your perfect plan of redemption, as you are still doing today, until you return to get us happens, in the meantime it is a humbling honor to be chosen to have access to your creation, thank you Jesus, thank you that in the midst of all that is happening there is you, I can not imagine having it any other way. Thank you for choosing me and those you also pursue in such wild and amazing ways, in Jesus name, I trust whatever is going to happen, I am yours Lord and you are mine, must importantly you are in me and those who choose to too. THANK YOU HOLY SPIRIT, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME.  Señor Jesus I heard M’s name and felt the Holy Spirit. What was that about? To call him, I heard, which I did but through the online app. Should I call him directly? Ok. Did and there was no answer. He will see the calls I heard. Ok. I feel the Holy Spirit so strongly. Praying for him in Jesus name. Maybe him seeing the call will mean something for him. Only you know why Lord. Is he ok? I left him a message on the direct phone and the online app, there are two check marks but no answer. Trusting and believing in Jesus’ name. Am I missing something Lord? No. Ok. What should I do? 1. Clear answer about M., 2. Talking, seeing  or hearing  my D, 3. Removing everything that distracts me and makes me doubt. 4. More filling of your Holy Spirit. 5. Financial breakthrough, to remove any blockage of the money that is meant to be coming to this Great Commission. 

It is 4:47a, and I heard: Let go and feel the Holy Spirit. It has been very uncerelling, I have to say, this whole thing has been uncerelling from the beginning, his reactions have been interesting and I do not need to be pursuing anyone, or proving anything, but in the things I have done with him I have felt the Holy Spirit, even when blocking him, and I have heard: distraction and python very softly. What does that mean? Like blocking him? You will see, I hear.  I went into the online messaging app and there is a woman that said she has tried 3 times and got an error, when trying to send me $. Lord, sorry that I checked the app,, as I need to be in prayer and worship, until the time I heard, but that proves the blockage or did I hear wrong? Do what needs to be done that you heard to do and you will see, I hear. Or were you trying to get my attention that is why the funds have been affected? I sense the Holy Spirit on my head as I write this.  Well we will see at the end of what is being done. I will not check until that time, in Jesus name. Trusting and being obedient. Thank you Jesus and I am so sorry if I have allowed the enemy to distract me yet again, in Jesus name. I feel the Holy Spirit with that. It is always so subtle, Jesus. But I did feel the Holy Spirit when seeing his name. Was what the woman at that time said that I need to find new ways to hear from you? I feel the Holy Spirit as I write this. Is that why you have been having me write in this so much? Jesus. Ok I will wait till the time you said and go from there. In Jesus name. It is now 9:29am and I have drank water, worshiped, listened to the book of Ruth as heard a few times, hearing new things such as after she married she right away became pregnant which I had not heard, Jesus, Holy Spirit. Then I heard to let M go and trust you, not to block him, to leave him in your hands, then I heard we have to go. Does that mean we are leaving this area? Tomorrow? Ok, nos vamos. Wow Lord, the phone is off, which I always wondered about and asked how to rest on the days I was to rest, I hear it will be different. OK. Why was the offering blocked from coming in with that sister? It was not the time. I am moving new people today, ok. Please don’t have me all day with the suitcase in a plaza, put me in the place and tell me where to go, please, unless your will is different, in Jesus name. I have also been led to watch a series online about this man that professes to be catholic who plays Jesus in a well known series called the Chosen. I had heard that the Lord is recruiting people from that group and using him, there has been so much idolatry and no Holy Spirit since the beginning and the Lord is changing all of that through people seeing Jesus as full human on the screen. In the kitchen I heard that I am so worthy that I don’t have to pursue anyone, that I am worthy. I am worth being pursued by you first and then the man that will be my husband, it’s a good realization. I can relate to you in the human form so much, Lord. We are doing this till 12. We have to leave tomorrow, I hear, but first we will go to that plaza that we have been to, before going to the place we are going to. Is the provision coming before leaving or while in that place? At closing time? Don’t worry, wait. Why does that affect me so much Lord, and what are you working in me thru it? It’s not about you as there are people who need the message. That is why Lord I have asked if I should get rid of the suitcase and just have the bookbag? NO, I hear, ok. Endurance I hear, ok. WIll I hear from M again? He is going to come, I hear. OK. Wow there has been such a crying and deliverance moment just now, as the series is being watched the Holy Spirit has led me to be delivered from the savior mentality, from the heaviness of everything that has happened lately, the constant changing, the demons and people I have gotten to deal with these past few days, I had really not rested in you, even on the days of rest I was doing and I heard to write this down that when I hear to rest is this, worship, fasting, the word, and what ever needs to happen to empty out to be refilled again and receive revelations. Do not worry about what people think, just be who I need you to be, which is a vessel to do and say what I need you to say and do, I hear. Lord we get to be on the receiving day and that is why you need days like this, where you turn off your phone and then move forward. So what do I tell the man who owns the apartment; that I told you you had to be in another part of Villa Mella and that is what you will do. The key will be left on the table and we will go, ok, Lord. The money for the next place will be there for 5 days, but we won’t rent it till the end of the day, around 6pm, ok. Financial breakthrough I hear. Jesus, Holy Spirit. Keep reading Ephesians 1, Lord before I keep reading, there is so much going on in this seemingly small island, Jesus, Holy Spirit, it is so felt. Jesus, Jesus, Jesus. Thank you for today. This is what I need from you on the resting days, ok, Lord. Is M. coming as I have heard that he will come. I had a couple of dreams last night, which I don’t remember, so they were probably not from you, well now I am remembering one where I tried to break into a place and a man was pursuing me, that was the enemy I hear, he is pursuing, constantly pursuing people who are doing the will of the Lord, but Jesus wins, it was an intense pursue, but there was always a place to hide, which is in you Lord. I have to only stay where the Holy Spirit needs me to stay and go when you tell me to go, I hear. M is my husband but you are pruning him, I hear. Ok Lord. Fully surrendered Lord, may your kingdom come and your will be done, in Jesus name. Wow Lord you came to die for us and you still came to die for us, Jesus.

The primary Hebrew word for wilderness or desert is Midbar (מִדְבָּר). It appears hundreds of times in the Bible and describes an uncultivated, arid, or empty land where flocks are driven to pasture. Linguistic and Cultural Meaning

• Root Connection: Midbar shares the exact same root letters as davar (דָּבָר), which means “word” or “to speak”.
• The Place of Hearing: Because of this linguistic link, biblical tradition often views the wilderness not just as a barren wasteland, but as a quiet place where God speaks and meets with people (such as Moses at the burning bush or the Israelites at Mount Sinai). Or himself in the dessert with the devil. In Matthew 4.

We have to live it to preach it. Complete and otter surrender. We have to believe what we preach. Matthew 6:24-34. Surrendering means we are not in control, giving up that control to the Lord every day, that HE is God and we are not, thankfully. To allow HIM to be God and we vessels. I just heard that anything that is not DR right now for me is not of you. 

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