Less of me, more of You//Más de Ti, menos de mí

Reading from Psalms 91.

July 29, 2025. Yesterday the 21 year old disciple was asked to leave for at least 5 days so I could be in the presence of the Lord. When arriving to the town in east Santo Domingo called Brisa del Este thru a connection with a woman as I was bringing the Good News of Jesus in La Zona Colonial where I was led to ask her and other women who were passing by to pray for the man. By then I was so low of intimacy with the Holy Spirit as I had been so attacked thru demonic forces in the woman, son and man who cleaned in the room I was in. I ended up going to her house that day with my things for a week, then going back to the mother, son and man who cleans home to finish packing, not having an idea of all that was to come.

In the home in Brisa del Este was a woman, a man, their grandkids, sisters and a young man who would come and go. I would sleep in the middle of the home in a space they set up for me with a curtain and a mosquito net on the bed that was surrounded by so much clothe and items. There was also a spirit that was in the home, as the couple was not married and the young man had had sexual relationships with many women, and the stepfather had tried to abuse many of them and was having affairs outside the home. It was a formula for the spiritual realm to move in that home and in their lives. The woman was very possessed by an evil spirit as one day there was a deliverance that tried to me done by a man who dropped us off after bringing a word to a church and the demon in the woman would rise in her face growl and say no to the deliverance. When she got up the next day the attacks towards me became stronger, for my appearance, my look and clothing. Most of them were baptized in a river and in a natural pool, except for 3 of the sisters. I was constantly reminded of El Toro de Guerra where I had been sent, back in 2022 and there was so much witchcraft and evil that I could see the demon’s shadows running at night, where people mixed “Christianity” with witchcraft. Witchcraft and voodoo was left by the colonizers and the people they brought to the Americas in their expeditions to find gold and minerals in our countries, therefore also leaving their beliefs.

In Brisa del Este the laptop computer, the portable speaker, the portable charger, dominoes were stolen by a young man who said he wanted to change his life, and slept in the living room floor, I was low on the intimacy of the Holy Spirit, I could still hear: put the computer away but I only had a bag to put it in and the suitcase where there was a lock but I let my spiritual guard down as we read in Ephesians 6:10-18, since living in the woman’s home, in one of the sisters of the family home for 4 days, where all they spoke about was material things and their family in law. All they saw because of their lack of Holy Spirit and evil was a foreigner with money, when what I have is the money the Lord sends thru people, and I am an exile as we read in Hebrews 11, as I am here for some time to then be part of the new heaven and new earth as we read in Revelations 21.

Also the door was opened to go to a man’s home with the young man to deliver and do the Great commission where there was also a lot of extortion, manipulation and evil, but those who were meant to receive and know Jesus did, but it seemed that there was more evil in all of this places and demonic forces on the move than anything else all in my face and working hard to try to harden my heart and distract me from what needs to be done. It was 4 months that felt like a year attack.

Then a home was gotten where I started hearing GoFundMe, twelve disciples, and my guard was down; as up to that point the intimacy with the Holy Spirit was not had for a while as there was warfare and business all the time, by then the young man had come with me, the son of the first family, as I was hearing don’t leave him, it was all a plan of the spiritual realm as I started hearing he was going to be my husband but he would hear that my daughter was his wife, that he was having visions and spiritual dreams and when I would ask him what the Holy Spirit felt like when he had those visions and dreams he would get upset with that question and when asked about the visions he had had in a “cave” with his friend who is now in a ministry for 2 years that helps recuperate addicts and he has traveled. The young man would mention the travels a lot and that is thru me that they will happen. As time went by he would go to sleep later and later, eating at all times of the day, and sleeping throughout the day. I started following that schedule and fell into temptation with him, which was painful as after it happened he said he still saw me as a older lady/ pastor which brought a sense of rejection and looking older, which made me feel older and focus on myself. He would say that it was an accident that happened and that we could still be together as pastor and disciple and that the testimony will eventually make an impact in people. His “family” would come to yell, beat him up and throw stones at us. He still kept talking to his family and would say things about them but still communicate with them.

Then I heard to come to this town called Yamasa, Monte Plata. Before that the word was given to the neighbors mostly in Brisa, as well as teaching the children how to recognize the letters and numbers in both English and Spanish, many were discipled and heard the Good News of Jesus and accepted him as their Lord and savior. A lot of exposing was done and a lot of feeding thru food and needed items, the young man would always go back to the negative. When leaving Brisa the owner who would say he was a “pastor” and his employee too gave me back the deposit, but there was a lot of extortion in the three of them, as they would speak of very high prices when speaking to me which the Holy Spirit would lead me to pray and expose them. When leaving to the place I was hearing to come to still brought the young man with me. I would feel the left arm cold and my eyes blurry at times with him and no Holy Spirit clarity but I believe a soul tie was done and a pact with me, as I would hear distraction and guard your heart but could not leave him, as he kept saying how the Lord will use him powerfully and that he did not want to leave, even thought there were moments of dought in him or so he said.

When arriving to Yamasa, Monte Plata I heard witchcraft and idolatry or Catholicism for Yamasa, I was so exhausted and drained that I fell into temptation which the man kept then saying that it was because we were not married but that he still saw me as a older lady pastor. It brought a lot of confusion to me and again I was very low in intimacy with the Holy Spirit and would feel at times like I was going to collapse which brought me to go to the hospital, get two ivy’s and a shot of insulin as they said my blood sugar was very high. I have been crying and crying since yesterday. One of those days while arriving to Yamasa, we went to visit his friend who shared a few confirmations about me ministry wise and that the young man and I would get married, to which the young man said he felt that was his flesh that even though his friend was of God by then he did not believe to be married with my daughter anymore he still saw me as an older lady and his pastor, which was weird as when we would fall into temptation he did not seem that way. It was very strange.

Then a young sister who the Holy Spirt had led me to bring to Dominican Republic last year was able to call me and tell me there was Voodoo, witchcraft and a pact was tried to be made with me, that I sounded exhausted and that I needs to rest. I sensed the young man who came with me from Brisa had to leave as I had so repeatedly would hear but the young man’s voice and face would become a stronger presence in the morning or when he would wake up. Then yesterday after being prayed for and receiving the revelations from the young sister who is now doing deliverance thru the Holy Spirit and hearing again that he has to go I told him that he had to go that I needed to be delivered and have some time with the Lord. I was led to call a taxi for him to take him to the bus stop as it was raining and he told the taxi driver who messaged me to leave him in a place as his sister was coming to pick him up after he called her. When he left I felt a detachment from my body, I cried and cried and am still crying for deliverance, refilling of the Holy Spirit to learn what needs to be learned about witchcraft, voodoo, soul ties spiritual pacts and anything else the Lord needs me to learn from all of this. Jesus/Holy Spirit, this is all so real. So much more happened in these 4 months all to try to stop the move of the Holy Spirit moving forward. In the midst of it all got to be sent to another town called Cotuí, received word and prayer there as well as people receiving the message of Jesus and receiving him as their Lord and savior. Here in the midst of it all I was led to go to the police precinct and also prayed and gave word to the people in the jail. That also happened and was done in Brisa. The Holy Spirit still moves. People here in the neighborhood have also received the Good News of Jesus in person and through a speaker. Also business by business. I know the Holy Spirit will deliver me from all that was tried to be done so I would not move forward. The young man took his things and a cell phone that needs to be paid in order to get me out of that as it was through my credit here. The phone has $4,000 pesos, which is like $67 dollars to still to be paid. Praying for the merciful hand of the Lord to provided so that chapter can be closed and for me not to have any spiritual or physical doors open with him. I feel the enemy on my left arm strongly when talking or writhing about him, my heart hurts and very drained. In the midst of it all the reading glasses broke and the sunglasses that I had for so long broke too, but the Lord provided for new ones and to share the testimony of faith in each of the places where they were bought. May the Lord’s kingdom come and will be done in his and his family’s lives in Jesus name.

Thankful for those who are praying for both my daughter whom I have not heard from since being in Brisa del Este and I, and have been of monetary support for this Great Commission and moving forward in Jesus name. So much has happened to try to stop the move of the Holy Spirit thru me and even though from yesterday till today I have been crying and crying I trust the Lord will heal me, restore me and keep me moving forward as we read in Romans 8. The whole time there was an off sense about the whole thing, as if the dark spiritual realm had orchestrated putting the young man and I alone in a place with saying others would come and that there were 11 more coming, as the darkness knew it was clear to me that a man and a woman that are not married cannot live together and to create the set up to make me fall into temptation, play with my heart and the rest of the fallen plans they had. Today I will be going to where he is leading me to go here in the town. Only the Lord knows all that we go thru for the souls, we get to live the Gospels, in Matthew, Mark, Luke and John as well as the book of Revelations and the book of Acts, but it will all be worth it in the New heaven and the new earth as we read in Revelations 21 and beyond. In Jesus name.

Jesus wants you to know that HE LOVES YOU. He wants a relationship with you. Our sins separate us from God, when we break his commandments. But if we repent and accept Jesus as our God and Savior , there is forgiveness, healing, restoration, purpose, eternal life and much more. Talk to Him.🙏He wants to hear from you. 🖤

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