John 1:5 The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.
Romans 15:20 It has always been my ambition to preach the gospel where Christ was not known so that I would not be building on someone else’s foundation.
Matthew 5 Now when Jesus saw the crowds, he went up on a mountainside and sat down. His disciples came to him, 2 and he began to teach them. The Beatitudes He said: 3 “Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 4 Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. 5 Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth. 6 Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled. 7 Blessed are the merciful, or they will be shown mercy. 8 Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God. 9 Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God. 10 Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.11 “Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you, and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. 12 Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you. Salt and Light 13 “You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled underfoot. 14 “You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. 15 Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead, they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. 16 In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.
At the end of December 0f 2022; I heard to go to the airport at 1pm and so did my daughter. For a while, I kept hearing the name of this country in Central America in the Spirit. After answering the great commission in Brooklyn, NY, visiting the jails, prisons, and detentions centers, and building disciples in an organization that was called a Christian organization, because they received funding from the government they did not preach the Gospel to the people waiting for the soup kitchen or the food pantry, so the Lord sent me. To share the good news of Jesus with the tenants where my daughter rented the room, to deliver the place of demons, to saturate the area with the Holy Spirit, and cry most of the nights and days as I was heavily attacked from every angle. But God! We took off to the airport by faith, to which my daughter said wow ma we have so much faith, we do and we did in that moment when we started walking to the airport with the suitcase. We took the train and a bus to get to the airport with me sharing the good news along the way, on the bus, on the train, in the airport, out loud, then at one point my daughter says she has to go and leaves. I heard that the plane was leaving at 10pm, but no one was saying anything about the plane ticket, I recorded the discipleship video in the airport and waited. At 9:30pm I walk up to the plane ticket people and they said they were closed, then I hear Go and We come back tomorrow. I went back and then I heard get the ticket with the card you were given access which is a card that was given thru my mom who is so used for this call, more than she will ever understand, for the flights, stays and it has also helped other families to pay for their stay. The Holy Spirit would block it if I tried to use it for other situations.
First, there was a stop in Mexico City, where the people in the Hostal needed to hear the good news of Jesus and needed to be prayed for to know and experience the Holy Spirit. There was a group of them that worked there so when I arrived I told a couple of them about how if we confess with our mouths that Jesus is our Lord and Savior we are saved, we then get baptized by someone filled with the Holy Spirit that we have been led to, we receive the Holy Spirit, we read the Bible, we surrender every situation in our lives to Jesus daily and eventually we answer the Great Commission the Lord left us in Matthew 28. In the airport, the same was done and then the next day, prayed and shared the Good News of Jesus with the rest of the people that arrived before I walked to the taxi to get to the airport. In the airport, I was led to record one of the books of Matthew discipleship in Spanish discipleship lessons and some of the people were very receptive to the message as well. I never thought in my life as a younger person I would be doing this for the Lord and for the souls.
The next day took the airplane to the country in Central America that I kept hearing thru the spirit. When I arrived after a few hours, before getting off the plane I heard evil in the spirit, I just did not understand why I was hearing that yet and how much. Evil was not created by the Holy Spirit, it is created by anyone who does not have a relationship with Jesus and who is easily manipulated by the darkness, principalities, and the devil. I was going to realize why I had heard evil as time went by. It took almost two hours to get out of the airport. When I walked into the immigration area I could see how their spirits were so uncomfortable and some of their faces looked very green and dark in the spirit. They would talk to people who arrived as if they were not human beings and a lot of hostility and oppression. Which reflects the situation of the country. I was very questioned and questioned, I was led to help them translate and give them this page so they could see what I was representing and why I was sent there. Eventually, after much prayer and peace of the Holy Spirit, as it says in Galatians 5, they said they needed to take a picture with me and the person who was going to pick me up who was a young man who worked at the location the Holy Spirit led me to stay in. We get in the car that he came in and the Holy Spirit in me starts talking to the young man, he seemed uncomfortable as if he was being reprimanded, he was doing a few things I learned that were not pleasing to the Lord. He then charged me for the gas in the car, which was double or triple the amount that the trip cost, which I then learned he was told to charge me by the owner of the Hotel. In the Hotel, there were a few young and middle age workers who were going thru a lot of personal situations as well as the guests. I was greeted by a young woman as I arrived who looked very uncomfortable and disturbed, after being startled every time I spoke, she said her name was Mary, which is the name of the spirit she has inside, as I learned after that her name was not that. I did hear from the Holy Spirit that that was the spirit or legion in her. It was revealed as I prayed that she had been very very hurt, as a child and growing up. I was told by one of the workers she was sent there to be the eyes and feet of the owner and she was responsible for getting some people fired, including a “Christian lady” who worked there. On one of the last days of my being there, she called me the devil, to which I responded with so much authority from the Lord: I rebuke you, devil, in Jesus’ name and she never spoke or bothered me again. The Lord teaches us to take authority in Jesus’ name in the areas he sends us to. I heard from one of the workers that before my arrival there were a lot of same-sex parties and a lot going on. It made sense that the Lord of Lords sent me there. In the surrounding areas, there was a lot of tension between the people who lived there, there were a few situations with substances being sold and addiction. It made sense the Holy Spirit sent me there. I felt the first few nights as if something was grabbing my leg in the middle of the night, I would pray and put on worship music at all times, in the different areas of the place too. Everyone from the staff to the guest to the people in the area heard the Good News of Jesus. People were led to donate Bibles and money to eat and share with others. Many received Jesus as their Lord and Savior and this went on and off for about 4 months, as I was sent to other towns in the country.
There was a Muslim family who was also so encouraged by the Holy Spirit that the wife gave me her praying necklace and one of her head coverings. I was led to share the offerings with them to pay for their stay in the Hotel and get arts and crafts materials for the kids, pens, pencils, notebooks, coloring pencils, and watercolors. The Lord also used another woman that I was connected to by the Holy Spirit in the market to donate items for them too. We shared meals in the Hotel too, the Lord was showing the people in the community what Christianity is like and having a relationship with the Lord, as the word says in Matthew 6:25-34. He leads me to be his hands and feet where ever he puts me. It comes with pain and suffering as those who do not understand can become very mean and hurtful but the Lord went thru that for all of us and in those situations do what James says in James 1: 2 Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3 because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. 4 Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. (Take the time to read the blog called: Suffering is a gift?!)
Many would make comments about their needs and would ask for money a lot, and I would hear in the Spirit don’t ask me. Some would get upset, even one who worked there, and leave me without breakfast but the Lord would send someone or a few people with food and have me share with the one who would deny me breakfast. Another would ask me for money to borrow and I would hear no, except for one time when she needed to pay the last payment for her glasses. There was one time when two of the workers and I went to do the shopping for some items for the Hotel and there was no provision sent my way to feed them and even the internet packet finished so I could not ask anyone. Later that day I learned that it was because they had and they ended up buying food. I have a hard time believing some people are evil, it’s like this super faith comes over me or I don’t want to see the evil in people hoping they get to know Jesus so much. Maybe it’s because I am not meant to be worried about what the principalities or people do, as I trust so much that the Lord is with me as he reminds us in Psalms 91. It helps me humble myself as I tell the Lord I can’t do any of this without him and it reminds me that HE is the savior, not me. That I have to do things the way he tells me so that I don’t go thru situations that I was not meant to go thru or maybe they are part of the process of interacting with people and learning. I don’t know as one day I was led to go to a mall in the area and a man in a cafe explained(which I sensed was the Lord letting me know) how in the different towns and areas where the Holy Spirit had sent me there were three kinds of people; one who saw missionaries as people who came to resolve all their economical problems, two religious people who would compare everything I would tell them with their previous belief and three those who would be very receptive to the message. It made a lot of sense as that had been the experience. I was served with so much excellence in that cafe and was thanked. The Lord has ways to encourage us. Everything in the life of a Christian believer is spiritual, it’s not mental, and or psychological.
They would call me ma’am and after some time and towards the end of my being there the young man gave me a t-shirt that said: JESUS SAVES and how the hotel changed and there was a light in it that was not there before. It was the Holy Spirit I told him and how if people accept Jesus as their Lord and Savior they can also have that peace. He was struggling with his identity and therefore his sexuality, hopefully, over time he surrenders to Jesus and understands. As much as the darkness loves to discourage me; I believe that where the Lord sends me does not stay the same.
For this great commission place, the flight was changed 4 times, the first time I arrived I heard Proverbs 3:5-6: 5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; 6 in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. And: Zechariah 4:6:So he said to me, “This is the word of the Lord to Zerubbabel: ‘Not by might nor by power, but by my Spirit,’ says the Lord Almighty. For one of the changes, I was told something bad was going to happen to me so the Lord canceled the trip. I have learned to trust him, no matter how he looks or sounds to others. I can’t imagine what people think in these places with my coming and going, but I am trusting in Jesus’ name that whoever is meant to understand does.
With the stay in the capital of this country; I was sent to a few other towns, one was called the capital of idolatry where the night I arrived and turned the light off a principality came to smell me and I heard it was the principality of idolatry(take the time to read the Idolatry blog in this page), in the middle of the main park, where I was placed by the Holy Spirit in a house right across from the main park there was a “church bell” that sounded like it had such a rush, some of the businesses had candles burning in them with altars and I would sense the Holy Spirit so upset, shared the good news of Jesus and turn the candles off. Explaining to the owner’s Revelations 21:1-8, they would get passive-aggressive but you could see the discomfort in their faces. Some of the workers would proclaim to have been Christians at some point, to which I was led to explain Christianity to them, some would end up repenting and accepting Jesus. In that area he also had me feed people lunch or dinner and then tell them about Jesus as they ate. Some proclaimed they had never heard about a relationship with the Lord, not a religion, and that brought them to an understanding of proclaiming Jesus as their Lord and Savior. The lady he had me stay with had a big generational and cultural idolatry situation, we spoke, she vented and then she proclaimed Jesus as her Lord and Savior, sharing with her sons the paper I was led to give her with the message of Jesus. Then I was asked to return again to Managua sharing the messages I was led to give to the local people, praying for healing and restoration, and towards the end of the time there most of the people had accepted Jesus as their Lord and Savior. Oppression finishes with Jesus, hurt finishes with Jesus, idolatry finishes with Jesus, eternal life happens with Jesus, forgiveness happens with Jesus, and healing and much more happens thru Jesus. Only the Lord knows everything we go thru for our souls and the souls of others. The Lord’s supper was also shared on the floor with people who were led to come to sit next to me and started crying and sharing their pain, received Jesus, and came out of the street.
The time came to go to an island where from the moment that I arrived there the light went out and I heard the principalities did not want me there. A man walked in and he was the principality assigned to me to tempt me and distract me after I learned he was filled with the spirits of Jezebel, Balaam, and Pithon, witchcraft to quiet and stop me. He had so many opened doors, such as pornography, drunkenness, drug addiction, lust, manipulation, and other things. (Take the time to read the blog: The Way of Life.)I kept hearing distraction, evil, it will hurt and it did, as I kept seeing him and talking to him, as I felt a desperation to see him(very dark), which blinded me from what the Holy Spirit was telling me all along, the Holy Spirit sent people, messages, the good news was shared all over the island, where the focus was the business owners and most of them got to hear about Jesus one by one, as the Lord sent me to them. There are so many attacks that come our way as we are doing the Lord’s will, but he does not leave us or forsake us, he speaks the whole time. The Lord allowed my daughter to come for my birthday so I would not be destroyed completely and then before taking me the Holy Spirit told me that he would take the man, I told the man and he told me to stay away from him, that he had seen an old lady on me and that another man said I looked like a witch, that was pure lies and darkness as I am filled with the Holy Spirit. Some doors could have been opened as he was a full portal to the darkness, with everything he had done and was doing. Witcraft was mentioned(take the time to read the blog called witchcraft) by a few people after I left even though he and others had said he and a few others did horrible things to foreign men and women. I was led to share the good news with a few of them too, including one that was doing all of that to an older woman. I learned a lot and was taken out of there drained, hurt, and exhausted. Thank the Lord for bringing my daughter there to spend time with her for my birthday and leading me to take her to the airport and to never go back to that island. I was knocked out of a scooter that was being used on the island a few times by the darkness, but in the midst of it, the Lord let me know he was with me to the point that he showed up in a few pictures one day the man that had the principality and I went to a nearby town, that was so overwhelming to me as he was the one that noticed first and it was the Lord saying look this is my daughter I am with her, there was no one standing next to me at that moment and the Lord is in the picture. I was sent there for almost two months. The people where I was led to stay were ministered to, but the lady would just talk about her needs and problems, I would pray with them and we had Sunday gatherings there too, but they would also host some of the people who were doing extortion to foreigners. On the island in the days and weeks after I was heavily attacked to the point that I felt as if my heart was going to stop fully. When I was sent back to the capital there were two women who offered to pray with me and one was so scared after they prayed for me as I scram as I heard it was for what they had in them and after that, the woman would see me and run, run, run. We were staying in the same place and it was sad to see that being manifested as we had spent a lot of time speaking, sharing meals, and praying together, but only the Lord knows why she was acting that way, for some time I had heard she was leaving when I was leaving and I don’t know if that was a distraction too. Some of the workers from the place were acting differently too, one wanted me to pay for the room for a family to which I had heard no, that there was a hard process they were going to go thru and I needed to trust the Lord.
Lastly, I was led to go to a town that was very hot, and that is how the people were there, very uncomfortable looking, lacking joy, and very heavy spiritually, but those are the places I am sent to be the light in the midst of the darkness. The man who hosted me was very helpful, he also heard the good news of Jesus and was prayed for and so was the man that transported me from the bus to the house the Lord placed me in. In this last town, there was a heavy spirit of oppression, witcraft, and a lot of corruption by people who called themselves pastors, as I was told by a lady who I spoke to about Jesus and my testimony of walking by faith. The Holy Spirit sent me to share the good news house by house and business by business in the area he placed me in. I have been sent to a lot of places like this where people are being used by the darkness to misrepresent Christianity for their own personal gain, which is Biblical but unless people have an encounter with the Holy Spirit they don’t understand and they can retrieve from Christianity because of this people and or they have a personal encounter with the Holy Spirit. The Lord because of his Love and Grace sends people like me to fill in the gaps and represent him the way he needs to be represented. Our eyes should not be on people, our eyes and ears are meant to be on Jesus, the Holy Spirit. Christianity was never meant for people to depend on people but on the Holy Spirit as it says in Ephesians 4 and Acts 2. Interestingly enough in this place, the Lord used also for me to be on the second floor of a house, an apartment just me and him, which served as restoration, reflection, and deliverance thru the prayers of a young sister in Christ. The Holy Spirit also gave me a vision of the dark principality on the island where he last sent me. Since the last place was so close to the port I was led to take the boat and go over to the island, share the good news, and give it to him, in Jesus name. It was important to do that as the principalities there wanted me to believe or think with the way they attacked that I had no authority from the Holy Spirit. Many ended up hearing the good news of Jesus and even putting Christian music in public spaces, which is something that would happen. In every place I have been attacked; the darkness does it to distract us and make us think we do not have the authority we have been given, they also attack the holiness in us to affect what the Lord is doing thru us, but thank the Lord for his Grace and Mercy that takes us out of those places and gives us time to recharge, reflect to keep moving forward. In each place, every need was met by the Holy Spirit thru whoever he chose for me to ask or for him to move them and more for the great commission that is in Matthew 28 with the authority of the Holy Spirit. Nothing can be done without the Holy Spirit as it says in Zechariah 4:6: Then he told me, “This is the message from the Lord to Zerubbabel: ‘You will not succeed by your own strength or by your own power. The power will come from my Spirit,’ says the Lord of heaven’s armies. Proverbs 3:5-6: 5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; 6 in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. After the time in the last town the Lord sent my back to the Capital before leaving to the next place he was sending me to. It was such a gift as there was a group worshipping and praying nearby so I was led to go in and I was led to share what the Holy Spirit had me say about the importance of the Holy Spirit and it’s authority in us. Also I was led to lay hands on people and they cried and sensed the presences of the Holy Spirit. We spoke for sometime, shared word and refreshments. I felt refilled as well and encouraged to move forward. Thank you Lord for your faithfulness, Grace and Love.
Praying that regardless of the suffering which the Bible speaks about a lot, the persecution, the rejection, the darkness, everywhere the Lord sends me I am praying that his will gets done and his kingdom comes, in Jesus’ name. Only the Lord fully knows and understands everything we go thru for our souls and the souls of others. Thankful for those who have prayed and supported this mission the Lord has me on, thankful for your lives.
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